it sucks being the same age as old people

i’m sure i’ve used the title before, but i’m not 100%…

…but i am 100% feeling it today.

back…hip…quad…shoulder…groin…all of it hurts. basically, if it’s below my rib cage it just plain doesn’t like me. it’s days like this i’m not truly convinced i’ve ducked the cancer bug per se or if it’s there and i just don’t know due to not seeing a doctor since bill clinton’s first term. because sometimes it’s…

so we’ll see where this takes us. i haven’t ruled out peptide or stem cell treatment. beats the 9mm to the head i swore was the only thing that would alleviate it this morning, but nik said that wasn’t an option…