not even barely a flashback, apparently in two parts (but you’ll only see one here)

Author: sean M Published: October 27, 2008 0 comments edit

this one could be interesting or depressing…

or possibly a mixture of both.

the first of this is being written where it all began…sorta. on kramer’s old powerbook g4, like i used to write a bunch of the early ones on, and in kramer’s living room…it’s just a much nicer living room, and a bit further south than south austin – more like south side san antonio. where people KNOW what picante sauce is supposed to taste like, and on this side of town what handgun goes with what outfit when you head out at night.

but never mind that now.

here’s my situation – in the last ten days i’ve lost my “relationship” with the non-girlfriend (won’t go into all the details on that, but it stings like hell), my notebook, and as a result my entire digital music library, which was up to about four DAYS of music.

in the next thirty days there’s a decent possibility that i’ll lose my house AND my job – neither of them voluntarily. so, i’ll set this to post in about thirty days or so, and i’ll update after this paragraph to let you know how it all worked out…or didn’t. and of course if there’s nothing following this paragraph, then you know things went REALLY shitty…

so now i’m torn…

which is better? to have the hammer drop or be in perpetual limbo? here’s the update in order of appearance above…

relationship still down for the count if not out (at least in the way i wanted it to be, if it were ever even there in the first place) although i have spent an inordinate amount of time working on her new house for zero sexual favors or monetary reimbursement (with promises of the latter and occasionally hints at the former). what the fuck is my problem? let’s just say love makes you do stupid shit…

work is still slow as hell (keep in mind the first half of this was written before the big public economic crash, although those of us who depend on businesses spending money with us felt it long before in our paychecks) but i still have a job…for now. from what i’ve heard that could change by the time you’re out trick-or-treating.