balance

i find this is the hardest part of my life lately…

…balancing the responsibilities of two jobs. balancing the demands of two jobs. desperately trying to get both jobs to understand that they are currently each part time jobs with part time pay and therefore can’t fairly make full time claims on my life.

then there’s the car thing. i bought a bunch of crap for m, the new ride (damn cyber monday drawn out pricing!) but now quinn (nik’s x1) is hemorrhaging oil again and i said i’d try and fix that for xmas so i have to prioritize messy and no fun over for me and more fun, which is not my nature, but necessary.

it ain’t easy being cheezy…