the good, the bad, and hopefully very little ugly

and no, “little ugly” isn’t my nickname for an ex or anything…

…i’ve stayed on surprisingly good terms with all of them.

this is being done at (checks time) 11:34pm ’cause i was watching pawn stars on my dvr and in between when i deleted the first and before i started the second i realized this was an odd numbered day which meant there was SUPPOSED to be a bit today…

…but i hadn’t done one yet. these things happen.

my game plan for the next three days – gut my grandmother’s house so we can sell the bitch and i can use my cut to get a car. we TRIED this last year (when my automotive needs and financial needs weren’t so dire) and didn’t get nearly as far as we needed to – i’m hoping all these factors get my ass motivated and moving. the next bit will go up wednesday night, after we’ve sunk two of our three days in and i’ll have a better bearing on whether or not i’m totally fucked or not – could still be partially if we’re not able to move the property properly or get my chunk of the money in my pocket quite right – but cross your fingers, ’cause if we do then i should be in a better mood in a month or so…and honestly, isn’t that what we all want? for me to be happy?

(if your answer to that last one was “no”, go fuck yourself…)