fuck all this limping along – my holiday “after party, part ii – the ‘xp rated’ version”

well, i tried…

…i told myself vista would be the way to go. ’cause i had the “business” version. it just HAD to be better than everything else, i convinced myself. and i had myself fooled pretty good…but one critical point of computer life seems fucked beyond all recognition no matter what i do…

…my iTunes.

and you simply don’t fuck with my music. plain and simple. all the fonts i help people design tattoos with are gone? i could give a shit less. the pics i had are still around, but tough to locate? who gives a fuck. but my music? i can’t listen to THAT anymore?

oh HELL no. fuck all that bullshit.

so i’ll let my computer limp through the weekend with this vista business bullshit. but come monday (or tuesday, more likely, when i have a whole day off) vista will go away and xp will be back. i ONLY switched ’cause a friend told me that there was more of a virus issue with xp – but ya know what? until that last malware bullshit from the burnet road shop router i never had much of an issue…and that was across THREE notebooks (five PC’s total if you count my last two work ones). and fuck all the virus shit – i’ll just use sprint at the burnet shop. none of the other shops give me issue. but my iTunes sounds like ass. i feared that my backup files were corrupted – but just for shits and giggles i ripped a new CD to my iTunes and the same hiccuping and stuttering and shit (like every song is a fucking remix) persisted. i thought i was ’cause i had the wrong audio driver, ’cause using the disc the driver wouldn’t load…but i went online, went to the dell site, and downloaded the driver it said fit my machine with vista – and the sound quality got WORSE…PLUS it still did all the hiccuping and stuttering and shit.

so, i’ll try XP again.

if that fixes it, all good in the hood from where i sit. and if it DOESN’T?!?!? if all 7,500 plus files i had are just irretrievably fucked and stuttering and hiccuping and whatever the fuck? than i’ll sell all three notebooks on eBay and just be done with computers. no more iTunes, no more astrowhore, no more nothing. if after all i’ve put into them they fuck me over like that, fuck every last one of ’em and everything they fuckin’ do…