(not so) flashback friday…

regardless of what happens, today should be a good day for me…

…we’ll see how that works out.

first off, after ten straight fridays (and thursdays, depending on the week) of resurrecting old whore archives after they were wiped off the face of the earth for good i’m gonna go back to all new material for awhile. truth be told it was partially due to that flashback shit that allowed me to get so far ahead of myself, and this is a classic example.

this get’s posted up a few days after JAB’s birthday, august 5th. but it was written under the glair of morning sun coming through the stained glass of the dr. eugene clark public library in quaint lockhart, texas at 11:00 am on saturday, july 5th…over a month before.

how’s that for spoiling the magic?

traditionally i take the day after july 4th to JAB’s birthday as a “cleansing month” where i don’t drink and even lay off cigars a bit. i don’t know how THAT worked for me (i’m gonna write this in two halves, one now one the day before it posts) but i do know i’m gonna try and go the carb nazi route to get back to 215 or so (232.5 this morning after mucho july 4th bbq fixings) starting this coming monday.

part ii

okay, so that didn’t work. cleansing? forget about it – when people (and thank every last one of you, by the way) give you booze for your birthday, so you’ve got liters of the stuff around the house, you end up in that “lead me not into temptation” mode where if you walk to that HALF of your house, you drink. add that to eating crappy, and my weight has plummeted from 232.5 to 230.0. two and half fucking pounds. as this is being written on august 2nd (a week or so prior to post) hopefully a bit more has been shed off by the time it’s up, and i’ll try and make august the month to shrink my fat ass. think hopeful thoughts…